Sunday, August 22, 2010

Nothing Changes!

I am tired of my life at the moment!  Nothing changes!  I am exhausted.  The thought of going back to work tomorrow after a week home with Nana freaks me out!  I don't feel motivated, I am losing interest in everything! And to crown it all ... I broke my tooth on a soft, jelly sweet!  Broke it - a big gaping hole in the back of my mouth, so now I will have to visit the dentist!

I need to pull myself together! I know I do ... tomorrow!
For now, its feeding, meds and bed ... I will do it tomorrow!

10 comments:

Rebecca Louise. said...

Oh my heart is breaking for you :( and I wish I had the right words but there are now words. JUST KEEP MUSTERING THROUGH :) and take time out for yourself. Always here

Marcelle said...

Janet I understand....you are going through all normal emotions for what you are going through in your life right now...its horrible, its horrible!!!
Know we are here for you to let off steam and we have you in our thoughts and prayers...
:let me remind you of something a friend told me when I went through my low times
THIS TOO WILL PASS!!

Jeanette said...

((hugs)) maybe we should do coffee tomorrow

PAM said...

Oh, Janet! Sending positive vibes and good thoughts your way.

I hope tomorrow will be a good day.

xox

Avril said...

Oh Janet .. I feel for you :(
Take a long hot lavender bath .. a snatch of 'me' time

Thanks for popping in to see my blog (which I am really battling with, now that I've moved to wordpress!!) takes me ages to do! I suppose I'll get used to it. Mauritius was heavenly - 10 days not nearly long enough! Shame about you getting so sick on the catamaran - I loved it and wanted to do another one but hubby didn't have the same thoughts!

Love Bears All Things said...

Tomorrow, Tomorrow, there's always tomorrow!
I am so sorry that you are in this place...Don't be afraid to ask for help...I took Zomig for a while after my Mother died...I didn't think I was depressed but my Dr sure did when I told her how I was feeling...it is just serotonin...Anyway, we are here when you need to vent.
Mama Bear

Corey~living and loving said...

hugs hugs and more cyber hugs. ♥

Riley Kai said...

Please make sure that you remember to take care of yourself first! If you fail yourself, you cannot help your mom! Depression is so very common with what you are going through and I encourage you to keep talking about how you feel! Your experience is still so raw for me,and I so wish that you were not experiencing it at all! I continue to pray for you and your mom daily!

Judith said...

Janet don't feel guilty in taking some 'me' time you need it to carry you through. lots of love, thoughts and prayers come flowing your way, Judyx

Firefly said...

Janet I really feel for you. You are really going to need to get away to recharge very soon. My thoughts are with you.