Monday, May 3, 2010

Learning to let go!

I guess it's no surprise that things have been pretty hectic on our side and I have been extremely stressed.  I haven't felt like blogging, it's been a mission letting go and being myself.  I am sure my "sickness" is entirely due to stress.  On Friday I thought the end of the world had come and couldn't see HOW on earth we were going to cope.  It's clear that I have allowed feelings, fears and concerns to bog me down and make me question my place in the world.  It's made me doubt myself and is holding me back.

I suppose it's human nature to question. 

I got up this morning feeling negative and miserable - and somehow things have brightened up.  Although its POURING with rain outside and the weather is downright awful , and although our problems haven't gone away, suddenly I see light at the end of the tunnel!

I'm feeling better!
I hope that's a good sign!

10 comments:

Marcelle said...

I'm holding you in my thoughts and prayers as know this is a tough time not only for you but your whole family.
Am happy you feeling a little lighter today.
Makes the world of a difference.

Avril said...

Good to hear! Going to write a note on your FB just now .. hot tea in hand and comfort food - lamb stew - bubbling gently on stove !

Firefly said...

Look at the bright (dull?) side. At least you have the rain. We don't.

I know exactly the feeling and its not a feeling that anybody should feel. I had it majorly some time ago, but things went into the right direction and turned for the better. Stay strong.

Rebecca Louise. said...

Feeling better is always a good sign! :)

Judith said...

love, thoughts and prayers reach out to you, love Judyx

Anonymous said...

Hi, My Friend. Will keep you in my prayers. You are always in my thoughts. Love You
Shelly

Love Bears All Things said...

Blessings my friend. I know what depression looks like.
Mama Bear

Corey~living and loving said...

thinking of you. hoping you pull out of this slump. ♥

bBchronicles said...

Sorry to hear you're not feeling great - hope you've pulled out of it! I'm thinking POSITIVE thoughts for you here (can you feel it?). We just have to count our blessing (gratitude journal) sometimes to help POP ourselves out - but your friends can help too. Nice weather would help - ours just never seems to come!!!! Sending POSITIVE vibes your way this day!

Riley Kai said...

Although I don't know what's bothering you, I know what it feels like to "get the blues". I have been in a similar down turn lately, and I too have strayed from blogging. Just know that on days when you feel to weak to pray, others are praying for you! You have been such a comfort and strength to me in some of my darkest days, I hope you will let me be the same to you! This to shall pass!