Things don't always go the way we've planned. Sometimes life seems so unfair, we feel as though we've been unfairly treated and (especially when there's a process to follow) the waiting and frustration leads to anger and there is NOTHING you can do to change the situation.
P and I are going through something like that! He has problems at work and things are not going the way he'd planned. Thank God he is positive and making the best of the situation, but that doesn't take away the stress, the tossing and turning at night, wondering what is going to happen!
I feel exhausted - drained! I am counting the seconds 'til going home time when I can put up my feet and close my eyes for just a few short minutes! Thanking God for my sweet daughter who will prepare dinner and give us some time to talk quietly and plan our future from here.
However, sometimes we don't get what we want and, sometimes when that happens, it turns out to be a blessing!